{"id":8041,"date":"2016-02-04T20:08:41","date_gmt":"2016-02-05T04:08:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/unwisdom.org\/chadspace\/?p=8041"},"modified":"2017-12-13T17:11:58","modified_gmt":"2017-12-14T01:11:58","slug":"random-turmoil-builds-in-me","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/unwisdom.org\/chadspace\/?p=8041","title":{"rendered":"Random Turmoil Builds in Me"},"content":{"rendered":"

Addicted to Chaos<\/a> \"icon-external-link-12x12\" \"icon-search-12x12\" (track 03 from the Youthanasia LP by Megadeth<\/a> \"icon-external-link-12x12\" \"icon-search-12x12\" )<\/p>\n

\"Megadeth<\/a><\/p>\n

Only yesterday they told me you were gone
\nAll these normal people, will I find another one?
\nMonkey on my back, aching in my bones
\nI forgot you said “One day you’ll walk alone”<\/p>\n

I said I need you, does that make me wrong?
\nAm I a weak man, are you feeling strong?
\nMy heart was blackened, it’s bloody red
\nA hole in my heart, a hole in my head<\/p>\n

Who will help me up?
\nWhere is the helping hand?
\nWill you turn on me?
\nIs this my final stand?<\/p>\n

In a dream I cannot see
\nTangled abstract fallacy
\nRandom turmoil builds in me
\nI’m addicted to chaos<\/p>\n

Lights shined on my path
\nTurn bad days into good
\nTurn breakdowns into blocks, I smashed them because I could
\nMy brain was labored
\nMy head would spin
\nDon’t let me down
\nDon’t give up
\nDon’t give in<\/p>\n

The rain comes down
\nThe cold wind blows
\nThe plans we made are back up on the road
\nTurn up my collar, welcome the unknown
\nRemember that you said, “One day you’ll walk alone”<\/p>\n

Who will help me up?
\nWhere is the helping hand?
\nWill you turn on me?
\nIs this my final stand?<\/p>\n

In a dream I cannot see
\nTangled abstract fallacy
\nRandom turmoil builds in me
\nI’m addicted to chaos<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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