Where is the Wave that Will Carry Me?

Spindrift icon-external-link-12x12 icon-search-12x12 (track 05 from the Snakes and Arrows LP by Rush icon-external-link-12x12 icon-search-12x12 )

As the waves crash in on the western shore, the wind blows fierce from the east
The wave tops torn into a flying spindrift

As the waves crash in on the western shore, it makes me feel uneasy
The spray that’s torn away is an image of the way I feel

What am I supposed to say?
Where are the words to answer you when you talk that way?

As the sun goes down on the western shore, the wind blows hard from the east
It whips the sand into a flying spindrift

As the sun goes down on the western shore, it makes me feel uneasy
In the hot dry rasp of the devil winds, who cares what a fool believes?

What am I supposed to say?
Where are the words to answer you when you talk that way?
Words that fly against the wind and waves

A little closer to you, where is the wave that will carry me?

What am I supposed to say?
Where are the words to answer you when you talk that way?

What am I suppose to do?
Where are the words that will make you see what I believe is true?

Where is the wave that will carry me a little closer to you?

Satanic Chiptune Jazz Music

Forest of Monsters icon-external-link-12x12 icon-search-12x12 (track from Super Castlevania IV icon-external-link-12x12 icon-search-12x12 by Taro Kudo icon-external-link-12x12 icon-search-12x12 and Masanori Adachi icon-external-link-12x12 icon-search-12x12 and Konami icon-external-link-12x12 icon-search-12x12)

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Submerged City icon-external-link-12x12 icon-search-12x12 (track from Super Castlevania IV icon-external-link-12x12 icon-search-12x12 )
Waterfalls icon-external-link-12x12 icon-search-12x12 (track from Super Castlevania IV icon-external-link-12x12 icon-search-12x12 )

Random Turmoil Builds in Me

Addicted to Chaos icon-external-link-12x12 icon-search-12x12 (track 03 from the Youthanasia LP by Megadeth icon-external-link-12x12 icon-search-12x12 )

Megadeth Youthanasia album cover

Only yesterday they told me you were gone
All these normal people, will I find another one?
Monkey on my back, aching in my bones
I forgot you said “One day you’ll walk alone”

I said I need you, does that make me wrong?
Am I a weak man, are you feeling strong?
My heart was blackened, it’s bloody red
A hole in my heart, a hole in my head

Who will help me up?
Where is the helping hand?
Will you turn on me?
Is this my final stand?

In a dream I cannot see
Tangled abstract fallacy
Random turmoil builds in me
I’m addicted to chaos

Lights shined on my path
Turn bad days into good
Turn breakdowns into blocks, I smashed them because I could
My brain was labored
My head would spin
Don’t let me down
Don’t give up
Don’t give in

The rain comes down
The cold wind blows
The plans we made are back up on the road
Turn up my collar, welcome the unknown
Remember that you said, “One day you’ll walk alone”

Who will help me up?
Where is the helping hand?
Will you turn on me?
Is this my final stand?

In a dream I cannot see
Tangled abstract fallacy
Random turmoil builds in me
I’m addicted to chaos

Precious Time

Things You Said icon-external-link-12x12 icon-search-12x12 (track 02 from the Hvel LP by Árstíðir icon-external-link-12x12 icon-search-12x12 )

I thought you would stay here forever
I don’t want to
I don’t want you
Through these days I could never be around you, because I don’t want you

Charming as she was to me
Drifted blindly
This is how it feels?
Took me so long to see

If you sense this you’d better look around you, think it out too
Carry yourself in this manner, what we will do is deny you

Everything she used to be led me blindly
Is this how it feels?
Took me so long to see

I tried to help with the things you liked, but you took advantage of my precious time
Those selfish games have made me think things twice before I lift a burden to ease your mind

Things you said and the ways you lied made me read the writing and see the signs
The clock is ticking in your inward mind
Soon the flower fades and you’ve lost the time