Addicted to Chaos 
(track 03 from the Youthanasia LP by Megadeth )
Only yesterday they told me you were gone
All these normal people, will I find another one?
Monkey on my back, aching in my bones
I forgot you said “One day you’ll walk alone”
I said I need you, does that make me wrong?
Am I a weak man, are you feeling strong?
My heart was blackened, it’s bloody red
A hole in my heart, a hole in my head
Who will help me up?
Where is the helping hand?
Will you turn on me?
Is this my final stand?
In a dream I cannot see
Tangled abstract fallacy
Random turmoil builds in me
I’m addicted to chaos
Lights shined on my path
Turn bad days into good
Turn breakdowns into blocks, I smashed them because I could
My brain was labored
My head would spin
Don’t let me down
Don’t give up
Don’t give in
The rain comes down
The cold wind blows
The plans we made are back up on the road
Turn up my collar, welcome the unknown
Remember that you said, “One day you’ll walk alone”
Who will help me up?
Where is the helping hand?
Will you turn on me?
Is this my final stand?
In a dream I cannot see
Tangled abstract fallacy
Random turmoil builds in me
I’m addicted to chaos