Wish Away Each Day

Sentimental icon-external-link-12x12 icon-search-12x12 (track 04 from the Fear of a Blank Planet LP by Porcupine Tree icon-external-link-12x12 icon-search-12x12 )

Porcupine Tree's "Fear of a Blank Planet" album cover. [Formatted]

I never want to be old and I don’t want dependence
It’s no fun to be told that you can’t blame your parents anymore

I’m finding it hard to hang from a star
I don’t want to be—I never want to be old

Sullen and bored the kids stay and in this way wish away each day
Stoned in the mall the kids play and in this way wish away each day

I don’t really know if I care what is normal
I’m not really sure if the pills I’ve been taking are helping

The waste in my life—
I’m hurting inside—
I don’t really know, and I’m not really sure

Sullen and bored the kids stay and in this way wish away each day
Stoned in the mall the kids play and in this way wish away each day

More Than Tears Fill My Eyes

Jack Luminous icon-external-link-12x12 icon-search-12x12 (track 07 from The Outer Limits LP by Voivod icon-external-link-12x12 icon-search-12x12 )

Voivod's "The Outer Limits" album cover. [Formatted]

Listen to me, can’t you hear me?
Listen, I beg of you
I have escaped the one who rules deep in space

He knows my name
I know his game

Now that I’m here he will know where I am and he will get you too
He will make you believe whatever he wants

Inside your brain, he will play his game

Listen now!
Please don’t believe, whatever he says

I’m no preacher
I’m no space age cowboy
I’m no flash in the pan
Don’t you know that you have another thing coming?

You are not safe, here in this place

Are you aware you face your last death?
I am here to warn you, President X-D will be on your TV
Electron waves, a pixeled face

Listen now!
Please don’t believe, whatever he says

You will never switch him off when you’re hypnotized
Don’t you dare to call his bluff, he’s well organized

He gets around

Listen to me
It’s not easy to let you be

Happy in your world, and you can’t imagine what will come from the Milky Way, far away

My words are clear
We can’t stay here
What do you fear?

Happy in your world, and you can’t imagine what’s coming from the Milky Way, far away

“You people of this world, be prepared to greet me!”
“You people of this world, you will submit to me!”

“Look deep into my third eye, you are getting sleepy!”
“Look deep into my third eye, you now belong to me!”

Now is the time
Together we can change this place for the better

“Now, focus on my voice!”
“Will you do it for me?”
“Now, focus on my voice!”
“Yes, you will do it for me!”

“I will give you everything, but you must come to me!”
“I will give you everything, but you will have to join me!”

Now is the time
Together we can change this place for the better

You will never switch him off when you’re hypnotized
Don’t you dare to call his bluff, he’s well organized

X-D is coming
The sky is changing
X-D is coming
My head is spinning

And what about Hydra, Sirrah, Pollux, Gemma, Diadem, Bellatrix, Mirach, Izar?

“Lies are what we once knew”
“Time to live something new”

“We can no longer take things for granted”
“We can now remember what we wanted”

“We are not slaves anymore”
“Now we know what love is for”
“We don’t fight anymore”
“He is what we are living for”
“We are not slaves anymore”
“Now we know what love is for”
“We don’t fight anymore”
“Not anymore”

More than tears fill my eyes as bright ships dot the sky
More than fear is in sight as moon and sun stand by, and cry

So this is the end
I’m leaving now, farewell my friends
X-D is now in control and making plans for his new home

Fate lights me from within to the stars I’m fleeing
Earth heeds not my warning—forever sleepwalking, dreaming

So this is the end
I’m leaving now, farewell my friends
Maybe one day—time will tell—I will be back and break this spell

Antiphony, Entry 4: Dubious Criminal Ways

From: Gerry Rice
Sent: February 12, 2018 12:19:35 AM PST
To: Recipients
Subject: Urgent Attention needed...

Dear Beneficiary, [Holy shit! Gerry Rice is emailing me!]

This is to officially inform you that an ATM Card that worth USD $2.5 Million [did you say 2.5 million dollars?] (Two Million, Five Hundred Thousand United States Dollars) [okay, I guess you did, Mr. Rice] has been issued as a compensation payment for all the short listed [I'm never short listed, dude] 2012 till date scam victims [oh wait, is being on a short list a good thing?] whose email address was recovered during the recent internet probing and investigation process. [Now is probably a good time to tell you that I don't like probings of any kind.] Your email address was found among the list [the list? what list???] so we are in no doubt believed that those syndicates [wtf man? syndicates?!] must have collected monies from you through their dubious criminal ways. [Dubious criminals are definitely the worst kind of criminals.]

It was on these very recommendation that the International Monetary Fund (IMF) [whoa! the IMF!] in conjunction with the United State Government [whoa!! the US government!!] after series of meeting held came up with a sanction to compensate all foreign victims [I'm not a foreigner, does this disqualify me?] with a payment benefit of USD $2.5 Million [oooh the things I could do with that kind of money...] (Two Million, Five Hundred Thousand United States Dollars) [...like buy my own helicopter!] each in order to restore the Global Economy to the enviable standard of respectability. [The Enviable Standard of Respectability!! Hey, that sounds like an album title!] Please note that upon receipt of your response we will process and send you ATM Card Payment and you will use it to withdraw your money in any ATM machine in any part of the world, [damn, my bank only allows me to withdraw $1000 per day from the ATM... this is going to be a grind] so if you like to receive your fund send us the following information;

1. Full Name: [Chad Philip Johnson]
2. Phone Number: [1-800-DEEZ-NUTZ]
3. Mailing Address: [12345 Wysteria Lane, Fantasy Land, CA]
4. Occupation: [Professional Occupier]
5. Send your ID card to confirm your name. [Okay... I will send this to you after I finish reading about all the other things I've won today.]

Your immediate compliance to this will expedite actions on your Payment because here in this office, we have a lot of listed victims to be settled. [Yes, the world is unfortunately full of victims.]

Mr. Gerry Rice [Gerry, you're awesome!! The 49ers suck shit without you!]
FOR International Monetary Fund. [The IMF rulz!]

Just Deserts

Excerpt from the novel The Stand icon-external-link-12x12 icon-search-12x12 by Stephen King icon-external-link-12x12 icon-search-12x12

     Irma Fayette lived in Lodi, California. She was a lady of twenty-six, a virgin, morbidly afraid of rape. Her life had been one long nightmare since June twenty-third, when looting had broken out in town and there had been no police to stop the looters. Irma had a small house on a side-street; her mother had lived there with her until she had died of a stroke in 1985. When the looting began, and the gunshots, and the horrifying sound of drunken men roaring up and down the streets of the main business section on motorcycles, Irma had locked all the doors and then had hidden in the spare room downstairs. Since then she had crept upstairs periodically, quiet as a mouse, to get food or to relieve herself.
     Irma didn’t like people. If everyone on earth had died but her, she would have been perfectly happy. But that wasn’t the case. Only yesterday, after she had begun cautiously to hope that no one was left in Lodi but her, she had seen a gross and drunken man, a hippie man in a T-shirt that said I GAVE UP SEX AND DRINKING AND IT WAS THE SCARIEST 20 MINUTES OF MY LIFE, wandering up the street with a bottle of whiskey in his hand. He had long blond hair which cascaded out from under the gimme cap he was wearing and all the way down to his shoulders. Tucked into the waistband of his tight bluejeans was a pistol. Irma had peeked around the bedroom curtain at him until he was out of sight and then had scurried downstairs to the barricaded spare room as if she had been released from a malign spell.
     They were not all dead. If there was one hippie man left, there would be other hippie men. And they would all be rapers. They would rape her. Sooner or later they would find her and rape her.
     This morning, before first light, she had crept up to the attic, where her father’s few possessions were stored in cardboard boxes. Her father had been a merchant seaman. He had deserted Irma’s mother in the late sixties. Irma’s mother had told Irma all about it. She had been perfectly frank. Her father had been a beast who got drunk and then wanted to rape her. They all did. When you got married, that gave a man the right to rape you anytime he wanted. Even in the daytime. Irma’s mother always summed up her husband’s desertion in three words, the same words Irma could have applied to the death of almost every man, woman, and child on the face of the earth: “No great loss.”
     Most of the boxes contained nothing but cheap trinkets bought in foreign ports—Souvenir of Hong Kong, Souvenir of Saigon, Souvenir of Copenhagen. There was a scrapbook of photographs. Most of them showed her father on ship, sometimes smiling into the camera with his arms about the shoulders of his fellow beasts. Well, probably the disease that they were calling Captain Trips out here had struck him down in whatever place he had run off to. Not great loss.
     But there was one wooden box with small gold hinges on it, and in this box was a gun. A .45 caliber pistol. It lay on red velvet, and in a secret compartment below the red velvet were some bullets. They were green and mossy-looking, but Irma thought they would work all right. Bullets were metal. They didn’t spoil like milk or cheese.
     She loaded the gun under the single cobwebby attic bulb, and then went down to eat her breakfast at her own kitchen table. She would not hide like a mouse in a hole any longer. She was armed. Let the rapers beware.
     That afternoon she went out on the front porch to read her book. The name of the book was Satan Is Alive and Well on the Planet Earth. It was grim and joyful stuff. The sinners and the ingrates had gotten their just deserts, just as the book said they would. They were all gone. Except for a few hippie rapers, and she guessed she could handle them. The gun was by her side.
     At two o’clock the man with the blond hair came back. He was so drunk he could hardly stand up. He saw Irma and his face lighted, no doubt thinking of how lucky he had been to finally discover some “pussy.”
     “Hey, baby!” he cried. “It’s just you and me! How long—” Then terror clouded his face as he saw Irma put down her book and raise the .45.
     “Hey, listen, put that thing down… is it loaded? Hey—!
     Irma pulled the trigger. The pistol exploded, killing her instantly. No great loss.